i don't feel

[yellowhead]

I don’t feel:

Once again
My heart’s broken
You were the knife that struck me
Dead and cold.

How could this be?
My stupidity
Has rose its ugly head again
So I’m told.

I’ve done this before
This seems so conclusive
The old smell you wore
Seemed so elusive
I should have known
When I saw you fall
You were never
Really falling at all.

My brain is on ice
My heart’s gonna crack
It’s already chipping
And there’s no turning back
What have I done?
To be such a fool
Once again I was just another tool.

So now
I lay here waiting
For you to come by again
Just anticipating
How you’ll explain your defense.
This isn’t a movie
Although I wish it were
Maybe then
I’d have something worthy
To help me feel more hurt.
I tried to be civil
I tried to cry
When not but a tear
Fell from my eye.

I don’t feel
I don’t feel
Anymore
And it hurts to ignore
I don’t feel
I don’t feel anymore
It doesn’t matter anyway
Cus what the **** are feelings for.

I don’t feel
No, thank god
I don’t feel
Oh thank god.