I Don't Belong Here

[Kamikaze]

In my dreams.
I see myself crawling.
At your feet.
My demon is calling...

In my heart,
A battle is raging.
Casualty of war,
While my body is aging...

I don't belong here.
I don't belong with you.
I can't even get to sleep,
Until I've seen this through.

I don't belong here.
I just don't fit in anymore,
So what am I supposed to do?
Living is what I came here for...


In my mind.
Something is shouting,
"Get out of here, you freak",
And leaves me doubting...

And all this time.
I've lived and learned. (learning...)
I'm trying to get along.
Until I am burned...

I don't belong here.
So why do I even try?
Someone just tell me PLEASE,
What's stopping me cry?


The tears have dried up.
My heart is now empty,
Someone please help me here,
Before I am lost, please, help me.


I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

So why...
Do I even try?

[Lyly]

Ah...very nice piece if I do say so. I was very interested in the story behind these words. And I can definately appreciate the doubt, helplessness and sense of loss in this. The opening stanza was excellent, really got my attention and the 4th stanza is my personal favorite. - Lyly