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  1. LadyBukowski
    06-28-2010 07:52 PM
    *sprinkles a bit more dust around and adds a theoretical like button*
  2. Accute_Pyro
    06-28-2010 07:43 PM
    **sneaks in and scoops up some rare pink fairy dust**
  3. RustyBoy
    04-06-2010 08:09 PM
    btw I kinda miss the 'like' button as well, been spending too much time on Facebook like you have said
  4. LadyBukowski
    01-21-2010 01:28 AM
    Hihi! I have a feeling I'm gonna be spreading my dust for many years to come, or until I can't anymore. Actually, it's my natural red, but thanks. Supposed to be getting my divorce next month on the 23rd, so after that it's going pink again.
  5. Accute_Pyro
    01-19-2010 03:32 PM

    keep spreading your dust fair lady

    nice new dew
    the blonde you
  6. LadyBukowski
    07-23-2009 09:47 PM
    Actually, I already did. Haven't updated my pictures in a while, but probably about time. And, nah, it happened in November, long past my excuse for hurting people .
  7. Accute_Pyro
    07-17-2009 09:23 AM
    ummm ... i know im half blind , but ummm ... are you bout ready to faerie multiply?
    dont hurt me

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    About Me
    infancy, early childhood, late childhood, prepubescence, adolesence, young adulthood... that's pretty much up to date as i can get
    poetry (obviously), cooking, hanging out with creeps, and writing about hanging out with creeps (Hey, it works, kinda)
    my husband, all the friends I've had or might have had, other former friends, my former husband, boyfriends, and crushes (and the ones that fell between), darker days, lighter days, pain, years, hope (yes, shush), my parents and daughter, the past and future but especially the present, music, games (video, tabletop, and mind), and adult swim (especially the anime)
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    I'll keep living this lie if you'll keep believing it.
    "I met a woman, she had a mouth like yours. She knew your devils and your deeds, and she said "Go to him, stay with him, but be prepared to bleed.""


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Posted 07-01-2011 at 11:03 PM by LadyBukowski Comments 4
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So if you go, take these words with you,
"It never goes away, just stays in a hidden place, in a ghost scent on your pillow, a girl who looks like I used to. I will be in a dream you won't remember, just wake up in a cold sweat for which you cannot account."
Even the shadows will have my face, and this holds, it seems, for more years than I ever could have imagined. The old loves, they fade, the old scars heal, and the new loves cover over everything else, but someday, everyone...

Posted 06-09-2010 at 01:00 AM by LadyBukowski Comments 1
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There was half a year (cold months) when I had a bottle of pumpkin pie scented body wash. It wasn't great for my skin or anything, but I always used it. I felt like the warm center of that winter, wherever I floated, whatever I had to do, there was always that scent with me. Vanilla deodorant and sweet fruity shampoo, the way I always dreamed I would someday smell while I learned how to be an adult.
Another year I had cucumber melon or vanilla everything, would always get more, took a lot...

Posted 05-14-2010 at 03:50 AM by LadyBukowski Comments 2
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It's always the same, a room with a door.. It changes of course, I need to stop reading these stories, I need to get off the internet, see some freaking sunshine. The loneliness is crushing me, keep feeling like the desperation is going to kill me, yet I'm unable to bring myself out of it. I'll accept nothing less than my messed up version of perfection, but even then, I'd feel completely unworthy and blow it off. What's wrong with me? It really isn't that I'm not trying, I am, trying to listen...

Posted 04-10-2010 at 01:29 AM by LadyBukowski Comments 1
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Oh honey, you know I'll never forget your face, even if I can't even speak your name anymore. We can never really know what will fade in the end, but you have to know that some things simply don't change, unlike our hair. How many colors have we carried each other through? I still hold that I've never minded anything that I've done to mine, although I know you don't feel the same, about either of us. Yeah, maybe black was a mistake, but when it all fades out, maybe you can call me up, in the middle...

Posted 01-31-2010 at 11:37 PM by LadyBukowski Comments 1
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It feels strange, being here in this skin after all these years. Despite the reassurances I'm not that old, "Still in my 20s" I keep telling myself, they keep telling me, but that doesn't mean to seem all that much. I felt so old by the time I hit my 20s, I guess I tried to get every experience I could, and in a way I still do. This is just another adventure, they're all adventures, but there's an element of caution now. I've learned responsibility, I've learned consequence, betrayal,...
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